all i have

I wrote this song in 2009, after having attended a yoga workshop that triggered an emotional rollercoaster which turned me inside out.
I had been single for quite some time, convincing myself I was doing fine, which I was not.
I was desperate for a meaningful connection with another human being, but kept finding myself in unhealthy situations of unrequited love.
I finally reached a point where I told myself that love was like a drug and going cold turkey was the only solution to moving forward.
On June 21, at 2:37am, I posted a note on Facebook in stream of consciousness style entitled “late at night/early morning”. Not much of that piece of writing survived, except for the last five lines, which would become the pre-chorus and chorus of “All I Have”.
The rest of the lyrics were initially conceived as an unusual kind of love song, inspired by the 12 step AA recovery program and the Just For Today sobriety aid card.

With yoga as a journey of transformation in mind, I wanted to turn a deeply personal pain into a universal message of trust and hope.
The more I sang it (mostly during Śavāsana or at the end of a kirtan), the more it became a healing yoga anthem for myself and others.

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CHORDS (CAPO III)

VERSE 1
I G I Em7 I C9 I D I
I JUST FOR TO I DAY I WILL LIVE MY LIFE I WELL MAKE THE MOST OF EACH I MOMENT I
I G I Em7 I C9 I D I
I JUST FOR TO I DAY I WILL BELIEVE IN MY I SELF AND HAVE FAITH IN AN I OTHER AND ALL I I

PRE-CHORUS 1
I C9 I Em7 I G I D I
I WANT TO DO IS BOW I DOWN TO YOU WITH OPEN I ARMS AND SAY I TAKE THIS FOR THIS IS I

CHORUS 1
I Em7 I C9 I G  I C9 I
I ALL I HAVE THIS IS I ALL I HAVE THIS IS I ALL I HAVE AND IT WAS I NEVER MINE TO KEEP THIS IS
I Em7 I C9 I G  I D I
I ALL I HAVE THIS IS I ALL I HAVE THIS IS I ALL I HAVE TAKE IT

VERSE 2
I G I Em7 I C9 I D I
I JUST FOR TO I DAY I WILL REACH FOR THE I SKY PAST THE HOR I IZON I
I G I Em7 I C9 I D I
I JUST FOR TO I DAY I WILL NOT BE AF I RAID I WILL FOLLOW MY I HEART AND ALL I I

PRE-CHORUS 2

CHORUS 2

BRIDGE
I Em7 I C9 I G I D I
WE WERE I MEANT TO LIVE WE WERE I MEANT TO LEARN WE WERE I MEANT TO LOVE AND I WE WERE MEANT TO YEARN I
WE WERE I MEANT TO CHOOSE WE WERE I MEANT TO LOSE WE WERE I MEANT TO GIVE I WE WERE WELL THIS IS I

CHORUS 3


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